The Words of Lotus Moon

Over the past few days.

2006-07-29T08:53:00.000-05:00

Here are a few I've written in the past few days.

Mixed Signals

You despise me.
You look through me.
You don't like what you see.
I'm something different from your vision.
I'm creating another story.
I'm living another life.
You show me disgust.
You are afraid of my difference.
You are offended by my individuality.
I'm not conditioned to your hatred.
I'm not giving you the attention you crave.
I'm finished with people like you.
We are two different angles of the very same picture.
However, one side chooses to love and accept.
While the other lives a life of denial.

Sepia Roses

Gradually declining in prestigue
Riveted by the knowledge withheld
And you grow as a sepia rose;
Customly innocent and entricate
Even dangerously complicated.

My Third Eye

Some see through one.
Some through two.
Some, not at all.
Luckily for me.
That number is three.

One eye;
Stablility, resentment.
It gives me life, brand new.
Another eye;
Courage, illusions.
Sees the earthly materials.
The third eye, my third eye;
Something beyond the norm.

It visualizes a world inside others.
Created by the imagination's rampage.
It dives deep into the soul.
Growing, growing into a fable.
It is through that eye
That I can truely see.

Electronica

Synthetic threads surround you.
The pulse of a beast spreads through you.
Deep within your mind, you sleep.
But alone you are, vision you keep.

Diving, diving, diving into a dream.
Both you and your other make a team.
A pair, that balances one another.
Creating a harmony like no other.

This melody is that of an infinite trance.
Deep inside, your mind and heart dance.
Your eyes are electric portals to your soul.
Electronica, power of light, is in your control.

Starry-Eyed

I see into these jewels on display.
Sculptures you have horded.
The silvery pools they are
Drown me in a world of slumber.
A play upon plays.
A quick siren scorches like a comet.
Tiny drops of cosmic dust shadow
Another world beyond our own.
Deep in these looking-glasses I see
A dream of hope, a remedy.

Confess

Born with a reason
A truth beyond truths
Silence your distress
Confess what you must confess

Light beneath portal
Triumph this vice
Relinquish the lonliness
Confess what you must confess

Old Ones, This Time

2006-07-25T08:04:00.000-05:00

Here are a few old ones I found on Writing.com.

Nostalgia Takes Over

Everytime it rains, I become undone;
It's how I realize I can't go on.
The tears well up like the evening sun;
And, still, when it pours, I've become undone.

The wind in my hair releases my fears;
a feeling I've wished to embrace for a thousand years.
It's almost as if my death is near;
Yet, the wind always releases my fears.

The morning dew is an innocence once past;
I wish this feeling was here too last.
My life's rushing impossibly fast;
I remember the innocence that's long past.

The thunder in the sky turns my head;
Then I realise that now I'm dead.
The emptiness is what I dread;
The lightning in the sky above my head.

The tranquil mountains ease my soul;
For once in my spirit is finally whole.
One day, I hope I'll know;
What was whole inside my soul.

The wintery air is crisp again;
Now nature's my only friend.
In the snow my spirits send;
A message for kindness once again.

The empty air is now so real;
As my body begins to feel.
The air tucked around me like I'm in a seal;
In this space I'm completely real...

And, once again, I remember my past.
If only I could've made it last...

City of the Night

Unexpected brilliance
The flair of the night
It calls me again

Onto the streets I prowl
The movement controls your mind
The lights message to me
that the night is still young

The noise is buzzing
Full of life
The feeling is celebratory
Absent of strife, absent of fear
Our pain has disappeared

The buildings surround me
Like a neon cage
I’m free, yet lost
And no where to be found

As I move through the crowd
Through the depths
I see the life below the city
The artifice of the night
That has captured me for eternity

Daydreamer

Do you see that?
Close your eyes
And visualize
The land that lies
Off in the distance

First see the trees
The lush forests of green
The grandfathers they stay
In which they grow
Yet slowly die

Remember the river
Who winds a path
Through, too the ends of the earth
Carrying the sorrow
Too the edge of reality

Speak of the mountains
Whom majestically roam
The borders to the east
Whose deserted hills lie
Looming to stand tall.

Listen to the meadows
The quiet whisper they hum
As the wind sweeps
across their soul

Think of the deserts
That outlines the West
The rugged zone of death
Shouting the cries of the fallen
In their desolate skies

Hear the rain
Which dances onto the soil
They wail of nostalgia
They stress the thought of slumber

And finally, the stars
How they twinkle openly
Above the sleeping land
That they shine no matter who sees
They are always above
Shimmering hope onto everyone

Maybe there is something, too
That we may learn
From that land…

Portraits

It reminds me of our portrait
Those smiles resembled purity
Locked as if we couldn’t move
our happiness shall forever be frozen in time

If only things could be like those days
back then things were simple and calm
now I feel as if it’s all spinning
and this is what pains my heart even more

If only I wasn’t conceited, regretful, vain…
Vengeful.
Cocky.
Nostalgic.
Day-dreamy.
Sympathetic.
Delusional.
Completely blinded.
Alone.

If only I was like the me back then
The me who lived without being caged
The me who breathed air instead of poison
The me who was once youthful
And not plotting my own demise.

My living in peace.
It reminds me of our portrait

Three new poems.

2006-07-24T08:11:00.000-05:00

Here are three that I wrote recently.

Believe

Remind me of how it was before we came together.
How our lives were forever destined for each other.
Can you recall the moment we first met?
And we could tell our life together was permanetly set?

The look in your eyes as you told me to smile.
To make the time we had on Earth truely worth while.
And as we tried to overcome each and every trial.
It was this passion that kept the pain in denial.

Heartache destroyed the bonds we once held close.
Our eternal love is what I truely miss the most.
The flame of fufillment in your eyes, I still recall.
You were the vice I suffered, after all.

Someday, somehow I'll make it all up to you.
Our entire existence has told me that this is what I'm to do.
Dream at night, see by day, be the person I'm meant to be.
Then, our true love aside, you will finally believe in me.

Emerald Fire

Walk along that road.
The one you and I used to roam.
Back in those days.
See the sun setting over the trees.
As it meshes with the chimney's release.
Think of those times.
Watch as your toes kick up dust.
And it clouds your view.
And it smells of the earth.
Skip in the overlapping shadows and light.
Of the tall forest.
The smell of the new earth.
It comforts you.
And watch the emerald fire.
As it sways in the fields.
Soon to be enjoyed by the entire world.

Little Girl

Little girl, with life in your eyes
Never lose the innocence you've created.
Little girl, with your heart of gold.
Love those whom you have always loved.
Darling, hear forever the music your mother sings.
As she cradles you in her presence.
Little girl, dream as big as you can.
It's you that will make the difference, someday.

Love Vibrations

2006-07-23T21:16:00.000-05:00

Love Vibrations

I feel the love
I see the truth
Buried beneath that fake exposure
You sense the kin
You smell the fire
Burning away your compsure

I hear the beat
I taste the breath
Of your chance of salvation
You live the dream
You touch the kiss
Of our love vibration

My New Blog(ger).

2006-07-23T20:55:00.000-05:00

This will house my poems & such.

Enjoy/More to come.<3

~M